Because I am the orbiting moon
You will always remain as Earth
Monday, January 28, 2008 // 1:49 AM
THIS IS KILLING ME.
Deep down inside in my soul...im fine. but what troubles me are others.
Why do people come to me for help? honestly, i dont mind them. In fact, I LOVE to help them and see them through. yet i cannot understand what is it about me that makes them come to me.
I am just a mortal man. no more human and no more different than any other. but when I cannot help these people...I feel like I've disappointed them to the core. Worse still, people still come to me for help when im the one who needs it the most. I cant turn them down surely? who would.
All im saying is.....
Please dont put high hopes and believe in me all the time. I'm just one person who is no different. I eat everyday, go to school, fall sick, go to the toilet and play. I can be your confidant yes but at this point of my life... im very diminished.
To be honest, Im not half the person I used to be. Im still trying to get back on my own two feet here. people around me are so depressed. hardly a cheerful soul nowadays. Ive tried to be the one cheering others up n be naturally cheerful but I find that impossible these days.
I do my best but there's only so much I can do to help.
I duno ah. ever since i started helping people....it suddenly feels like this was what i was meant to do. When i think of joining a humanitarian grp when i grow up....it suddenly feels like its my destiny and my life is closer to becoming complete. but on one hand im in two minds....
1)Its a good cause
2) I cant do this alone.
anyone wants to join me please?and help me in the process!
I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye
In the words of another
If we were all the kings and queens
I'd probably be your only servant in this world
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