NEW YEAR'S EVE!

and to think im sick now. think i took too much lime juice yesterday. haha.
Went to school just for apel.thank God i passed OB. phew.

new year's resolution? haha. too lazy to write it down now.
However, 2008 has been an absolutely blissful year. well, it had to be because how worse can it get from 2007?

So anyway, 1h30mins till the new year.
Here's to all of you wishing a prosperous new year!

*lets hope i get well in time for sat. not gonna miss the parade selection and match for the world.

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STATE OF EMERGENCY HAS BEEN LIFTED. WOOHOO!

although i know i kinda f-ed up the project, at least its over and done with.
anyway,

A PERFECT START TO THE WEEK.

Got back the term test result for DECAN. full marks! WHOOPEEE!. to be honest, i kinda expected it after dat last minute chiong-ing. guess it paid off huh?

lets hope the same goes for accounting though i shdnt get my hopes high,

my contact lenses are killing me
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back from a marathon of walking. just to search for a pair of boots for two ppl! haha
penat sia.

Anyway its dat time of the year where the parade trainings begin!
SELECTION ON SATURDAY!
WOOHOO!
WISH ME LUCK

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1) Vietnam won the AFF SUZUKI CUP by scoring a goal at the VERY LAST TOUCH of the game.
2) Still CHIONG-ING PMI.
3) I REALLY WISH I WAS FREE TO GO FOR FALCON OUTING ON SAT. they had tons of fun by the looks of it.
4) State of Emergency to be lifted tomorrow.

GOODNIGHT!

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Somehow the choices for CDS this coming semester are more limited than usual.
Anyway, here's mine!


1) Entrepreneurship Project: Interdisciplinary Approach
2) Management of Enterprise
3) Introduction to Project Management
4) Fundamentals of Management
5) Human Environment Planning


a little more dull or dry than we would have expected eh? haha

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Great. I knew that it would have been tough to obtain the org structure.



Funny how that works since NEA has its org structure on site SO DAMN CLEARLY with PHOTOS and all.



Ah well. I knew this project was gonna be tough anyway.
at least the rest is stil do-able!
phew.

just keep swimming

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ok.

i hereby declare i am really dumb.haha.

1) After watching twilight, me and md waited at the wrong bustop and took the wrong bus(my fault) to go to GIANT. so we wasted a total of 126cents and 20 mins of waiting time.

2) I just realised today dat when I went down to my dad's company, we both already did 50% of my project work there just by mapping out the core processes. so i got all fcuked up for no reason.

3) When at GIANT, the chicken i had to buy was right in my hands for TEN MINS earlier on. just dat i didnt check the brand properly. So we wasted another 15 mins walking around searching for the right chicken.

great huh?

BUT project still not done so state of emergency is still on.

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I, Mohamed Firdaus, owner of this blog hereby declare a State Of Emergency until the Process Management and Innovation Individual Assignment is completed or help that solves the current predicament arrives.

With effect from this State Of Emergency, this website will cease to be updated temporarily.
Any inconvenience is hereby regretted.

thank you.

Sincerely
the Undersigned
#$@!% ( can someone please tell me why there's hyperlink there?)

HELP ME! SAVE ME!
In return, I'll give you 10 cents and DONT SAY IM CHEAP COZ TIMES ARE HARD WITH GLOBAL FINANCIAL CRISIS AND ALL!

yes.im going mad. HAHAHA! whoopeee!

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its now 7 in the morning and its raining.

ah the rain. Doesnt it always cast a dampener on your plans?

So anyway, its time for MAJOR changes here. no more slacking around with free time during the holidays and school. In short, I'll be a damn busy person than I was before this year.

Particularly with the NPCC Annual Parade Trainings coming up. Gonna try to get either the following (in order), the Parade Commander, Guard of Honour Contingent Commander or the Guard turnout.

Somehow I might prefer the contingent commander coz it has the element of teaching the cadets. Since I've already handled a contingent with baton drills, I figured its time to move on to the next step of teaching rifle drills yeah? heh. its not gonna be easy but then again, what is?

Selection begins in Jan. wish me luck!

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A THIRD OFFER!

I'm not discussing this publicly.

Now this one is most unexpected and I've made my decision with it.

However, one must first pass a series of arduous tests. Rarely do people get chosen but its a chance I'm willing to take.

Then again, I might question myself if I'm ready for such an honour.
But this is what I really want.

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Well well, its been nothing but a soccer week. heh.



so err..lets begin.



monday-kick the ball around my house.

tuesday-soccer match at dunman.

wednesday-sleep like hell and stretch like mad. CRAMPS.

thursday-same as wednesday and the appointment was cancelled to next mon.

friday-get my ass all worried bout Process Management Project

Saturday- went down to my dad's company, Borneo Motors Pte Ltd to do the project.

I guess it might not be so bad after all eh?

Somehow I got DAMN tired after going there and I just plunked on my bed the moment I reached home. Maybe God wanted me to rest in time for the match the next day.heh. who knows?



Sunday- I planned for this day to be a good one. A day in which all my 3 teams would win. Thunderbolt stallions, Singapore Lions and Arsenal. But I could only watch two and play in one. So anyway,



late for the match.as usual. no surprise there. haha.but no harm done. they were still changing when i arrived. Unlike previous matches where my purpose is to just play together as a team, today's purpose was different.

Be a little more individualistic and score a DAMN GOAL!



Its been ages since I scored a goal in any match and I just wanted to score one so badly as I kept telling Farshad online.



And I didnt get one but TWO!. Forgive me for a seemingly lack of modesty here but today's performance was one where I'm reasonably proud of and so were the goals.

ESPECIALLY THE FIRST GOAL! To prevent my head from getting any bigger than it already is, just ask Farshad who played yesterday alright?

Stage 1 completed. Now it was up to Singapore n Arsenal to make my day complete. Turns out Singapore lost. aiyoh. dat one i duno what to say ah. but somehow the feeling building up to the matchday itself wasnt a good one. maybe its just gut feeling. maybe it was inevitable. oh well.

Arsenal drew. haiyo. What a day of mixed feelings. A win, A draw and A loss.

Oh yeah, forgot to add in.I went to the Police Cantonment Complex to take a statement.

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INCOMING POST and its NOT AMBIGIOUS! for the sake of the people at the tagboard.hahaha


So anyway, lets begin by properly blogging bout INTURAC. oh k wait. no need. just go to the Coconut Warriors Blog at the side >>>>>>>>>>>

heh. Lets blog bout the past few days. Had a match at dunman with the st45 ppl. The pitch is just lousy. honestly. though we lost, its the experience for us all dat mattered. just dont give up easily guys. There's gonna be another match this sunday right before the Singapore-Vietnam match. lets all train for a good match!

Went fishing yesterday. For those of you who have been to Changi Beach Club there, you'll know the shelter and platforms are raised above the water. One of the ladies there saw this seabass playing around underneath the shelter. We had to peep through the floorboards to see it

AND THE SIZE IS LIKE....

THE LENGTH OF MY DOOR! HONESTLY NOT JOKING! God, If I ever get a fish that size, I'll post my picture of it EVERYWHERE.

Other than that, Regu got a toadfish and the dumbass put his finger into its wide open mouth which has razor sharp teeth. all because he wanted to show us how sharp they were.

end result? a bleeding finger. haha!

oh yeah, one of the apeks there got a SEAHORSE. kept it inside those styrofoam boxes for a while.

I've never really appreciated the full beauty of it until I saw it upclose. The seahorse has got to hold onto something with its tail otherwise it'll get swept away by the currents. So it was a nice feeling when it wrapped its tail around my finger for support.

And it was pregnant too. Lucky we persuaded the uncle to release it back into the water.

I remember one of the pakciks there saying it usually gets stuck in pools of water during low tide and people take em. Guess that's why it dies out so easily huh?

Moving on, I gotta start on Process Management project already! but I still havent got an alternative company to choose from. and to think its an individual project. Thank God for the holidays or I'd be skewered.

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I'll be the last. I promise you that

"Well this isnt so abstract right? for one of you at least"

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ah well, I knew they were coming. It was bound to happen.

Now I have two offers. Both dangerous. Both fulfilling. Both with rewards and consequences.
Nonetheless, a decision is required and its one we cant run away from. heh.

So anyway,
I took the liberty to go seek some medical advice. wonder why? my weight just went down again and last night's incident was the last straw.

I've had enough. all the impromptu meals and severe aches ESPECIALLY IN THE PULMONARY REGION. It's high time I got my priorities right on track.
AND furthermore, its high time I get my biological systems in order if I'm gonna go through with either one of the choices. I feel like a POW sometimes.

Oh yeah, Accounting paper was great. maybe a few hiccups on the Capital Account part but the rest was fine and I'm hoping I get something out of this.

Class bbq tmr! Been looking forward to it all year long! WOOHOO!
I just finished the financial planning for the half year of 2009. Let's hope things come through perfectly fine despite the recession eh?

Sometimes I'm just too reckless or too determined with my life that I miss out the finer points. But then again, what would my life be otherwise?

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"I dare not sleep
For I fear that the fire in me
Shall begone by morning"

How often has this been heard before eh?

It's happening for me now though. A mixed combination of passion and anger is in me. Somehow this combination clears my mind more than usual and I dont want it to go.

Because questions long forgotten have been answered. Problems long kept deep inside have been dug up and solved.

For now, let's just hope this feeling will stay.
It'll do much good for the future.

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yeah i know, I sound more and more like an old man day by day

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GOT A BONE TO PICK WITH!

I am done playing Mr Nice Guy.
You little whimps just made a wrong move and its time for a huge lesson.

There's going to be HELL to pay

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I'm just to lazy to update but I'll make an effort now.

DECAN paper was great BUT that's because I studied like nobody's business till the LAST DAMN MINUTE. so I better get something good out of this.

Just left with accounting tmr and then I'm all done.

Now things are gonna get a little more serious than ever.
its the year in review anyway

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Dont even mention the term test in front of me. heh

today's paper was a disaster.

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Selamat Hari Raya Haji everyone!

The goats and sheep at the mosque seem smaller compared to previous years. hmmm, Australia getting depleted on them? maybe. Lets try New Zealand instead.haha!


Anyway, here's something I forgot to blog on a long time ago.

Apparently Yi Xiang and Soe Win is 23.
When they told me dat, I went WTF!
They look so much younger than me lah!
I'm 19 but I look older than both of them.

The utter unfairness of it all. haha.

Oh yes, I know I'm a changed person now. less talk and more seriousness. In true honesty, I'm fine. just a little more focused on life because I've been way TOO SLACK. But I am getting back on my feet and moving ahead ever since I've went out of law. Perhaps its taking a little more time than I thought.


anyway, its not me who needs the attention. but rather everyone else.

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How much longer do we have to be kept apart?
because I've waited patiently for years.

People keep telling me it's never gonna happen
That its too costly and I'll never have the time

But that's never going to stop us.
I can make time for the both of us.

AND I GET INSANELY JEALOUS WHEN I SEE OTHER PEOPLE REUNITE TOGETHER!
So for Goodness sake,


let's just be together my dear!

even though it may take 5 years and $20,000! at least before I die because you wont

(p.s im not referring to a human being here. so dont get the mental doctors from Woodbridge to come after me.im not a stalker or psychotic.thank you)

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IRONMAN TRAININGS ARE BACK ON

STARTING TODAY!

I'm kicking myself up into a frenzy again
and one way to do that,

dragonforce songs!

Their guitar solos = wicked!

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I hereby declare that I shall go bald.

Dont get any ideas. I'm not becoming a skinhead or a prematurely balding man.
NONE OF THAT! haha

but honestly, I'm gonna be a botak head

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Unlike my previous posts, this one is full of detail. I'm painfully aware of the circumstances and the ramifications later on.


I've been in this npcc unit for 7 years and now going on the 8th year.
I've been guilty of pure dishonesty back then as a cadet and this conviction is one of the main reasons why I return as a CI.
I dont want the cadets to turn out like me.
I still have plenty of repayment and knowledge to give to this unit.
My job as a CI apart from teaching drills,campcraft and whatnots is to instill the core values. I truly take the mission and vision to heart.
I swore to myself that I'll do absolutely anything in my power to help my cadets.

Lets be very clear on that.

I've always been very happy with the empowerment and trust that the TOs and Ms Si have given me. It has always kept me going and doing whats right even though everyone else will hate me for it.


But just recently, some things have come to light.

Dishonesty. and the disappointment is just undefined. worse than a heartbreak because I swore to myself I'd do anything in my power to prevent this from happening.

And now it happened right under my own nose. You could argue that I was guilty of dishonesty back then and that I have no right to do anything about it.

But the very least I can do is prevent this from happening anymore.
It's time to plug the gaps and I'll be damned if I ever let this get out of hand.

on a lighter note,

Thank you, Hazirah =)
I'll remember!

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A blog post to all my friends.

Honestly, this past week has been nothing but bliss. and all thanks to my FRIENDS. Whoever you are, acquaintance,classmate, close friend, best friend, gay friend, npcc CIs, area 8 or former classmates.

A wonderful week and its all thanks to all of you. If you're reading this, consider yourself one of those people who made one of my days/day during the week. =)

Thus I am the orbiting moon and the earth signifies the people in my life.
Because I revolve around all of you!

Bless you all!

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A position was offered to me today.

There's an incredible amount of risk in that job. Very dangerous in the sense that things can go wrong.

At the same time, a great amount of sacrifice from me would be required as well. the business plan, npcc,area 8 and God knows what more. and to think my team just finished INTURAC 08.

well,
its either a yes or no.

And either way, there's no turning back. heh. I guess I''ll be a huge disappointment to everyone around me if i do go through with it. Who would have thought that 19 years of my life would be wasted on this?

But the choice is mine to make and the time i choose is my own to spend. for the present.

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Go this link. Speaks my sentiments over the past 3 days.

Home of the Coconut Warriors
http://www.pseichallenge.org/best-present

Thank you guys!

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If we were all the kings and queens
I'd probably be your only servant in this world

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