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Monday, February 4, 2008 // 1:57 AM

Okay I know my posts have been very err...what's the word to use. alah, i leave it to those few of you who know this blog exists. heh

Right. Here goes.random post

I am old. turning 19 this year. which explains why i can be so serious or oh-so philosophical. (heh..just like ms farah said in my journal 2 years ago). Im gonna realise 2 years of frustration here. So my advice to anyone reading this, please dont read anymore if it offends you at any point. I will do my utmost best to make this unoffending despite my vocabulary and I wont hold out against you if you're gonna spew something at my tagboard ( just say nicely can lah. not like some idiot at vilvian's tagboard)

my creed of life:
THROW ME TO THE SHARKS I SAY! AND LET ME SWIM. LET RESCUE COME ONLY WHEN I ASK FOR IT.

Elaboration:
How long can I stay in school and assume life is all okey-dokey? THAT'S CHILD'S PLAY LAH!...2 weeks of working at mandarin oriental has thought me painful lessons. Its not that i got scolded badly or what. But its the solid truth of life that hit me hard. Life is never easy but on the other hand, stop thinking you're getting the tough side of life and things will be fine. Id rather not be in school from the start. Id rather struggle in the world like those kids in Africa because it WILL make me a stronger person before my time is up.I'll even learn to appreciate the things around me,like having a computer, even more.

BUT

Dont bite off more than you can chew. We all have our limits right? We got to balance our own life carefully. We need people around us to help us. A leader needs his subordinates. A president needs his minister and chief of staff. A parent needs his/her children. An old man needs his rest. A boy needs to play. A quiet person needs to talk.

If any of the above doesnt make sense, this will. trust me.

HERE's the BITCY ALTER EGO OF ME.

1) im pretty frustrated with some of my friends. On one hand i got those people who play too much. On the other, i got those who study like SIAO!. I know what most of you might be thinking.Perhaps their own lives are balanced as well? they study in school but play at home OR they play in school or study at home? If thats the case, im fine with it. BUT that ISNT the problem.

In my business fund project group, I got a whole bunch of lazy people. They dont bother about it at all. I can assign them work but they wont do. I msg,call,email and chase after em but no work done. typical of groupmates huh? how can a leader function with shithead mates? he cant do all the bloody work. He's gotta delegate it so dat its fair and balanced to everyone.

Next, my lecture groups. We have those loudmouths who talk-talk-talk loudly all day long. ITS THE BLOODY LECTURE LAH!...People come here to study and pay attention and there you go noisily talking ur asses off. I dont care if you talk softly. just make sure I can hear the lecturer.
If a brawl ever comes out, I can imagine this

" OI SHUTUP AH!"
"WHAT? GOT PROBLEM AH?'
"YAH. I COME HERE TO LISTEN BUT YOU TALK SO LOUD TILL I CANNOT HEAR. MY PROBLEM IS WITH YOU"

Trust me. I wont be surprised if my whole class backs me up. All of us get pissed off almost all the time bcoz of these bozos. There's a time and place to talk and dats not in the lecture theatre. thanks!

Moving on

Something happened yesterday that JUSTIFIED my withdrawal from law.

This was on msn. Im La Gazza Ladra btw.

2/2/2008
3:50:07 PM
[c=65][c=58][c=3][c=50][b]Chap[/b][/c]™[/c] #5[/c] Porcupine[/c]
La Gazza Ladra
u wanna write the sob2 ting?
2/2/2008
3:50:11 PM
[c=65][c=58][c=3][c=50][b]Chap[/b][/c]™[/c] #5[/c] Porcupine[/c]
La Gazza Ladra
haha we make it damn obvious ah
2/2/2008
3:50:11 PM
[c=65][c=58][c=3][c=50][b]Chap[/b][/c]™[/c] #5[/c] Porcupine[/c]
La Gazza Ladra
u want?
2/2/2008
3:50:16 PM
[c=65][c=58][c=3][c=50][b]Chap[/b][/c]™[/c] #5[/c] Porcupine[/c]
La Gazza Ladra
anyway who want back up for them leh
2/2/2008
3:50:21 PM
[c=65][c=58][c=3][c=50][b]Chap[/b][/c]™[/c] #5[/c] Porcupine[/c]
La Gazza Ladra
u and me gang up they have no say liao
2/2/2008
3:50:43 PM
[c=65][c=58][c=3][c=50][b]Chap[/b][/c]™[/c] #5[/c] Porcupine[/c]
La Gazza Ladra
eh shit.. sala orng.. hahahaha sorry2!!

dat was asyraf. one of my law classmates. Thanks for dat piece of info and I know how scared you're feeling now. Afraid I might expose you? nah. I dont need to. Everyone in law likes to pakat here n there. There's few decent people I know in law anyway. Those like fatin, liying and gerald.Poor liying and gerald. They were too stressed to ever had much happiness around these goons. At least Fatin's hanging in there.

Some kind of friends you are.

ONE LAST THING TO BITCH ABOUT.

DONT GO COMPLAINING ABOUT SOMETHING SO SMALL AND MAKE IT A FUSS. GROW UP LAH!

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye