Sunday, March 30, 2008 // 10:50 PM
As days go by, Im slowly finding my old self back again
We lost today to raptors fc. 3-2
coach was super pissed even before the game began.
afterwards,it was words but I dont care about his crude language.
I cant help the feeling that what he said was super true lah sia.
Its almost as if he said word for word to what I was feeling. almost literally.
oh well...things are sure looking for the better now.
I didnt get to play but I can understand that. Im hardly ready either.
Im just bidding my time and waiting to strike.
I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye
Thursday, March 27, 2008 // 9:56 PM
Remember, I will still be here,
As long as you hold me, in your memory
Remember, when your dreams have ended,
Time can be transcended,
Just remember me
I am the one star that keeps burning, so brightly,
It is the last light, to fade into the rising sun
I'm with you,
Whenever you tell,
My story,
For I am all I've done
Remember, I will still be here,
As long as you hold me, in your memory,
Remember me
I am that one voice, in the cold wind,
That whispers,
And if you listen, you'll hear me call across the sky
As long as,
I still can reach out, and touch you,
Then I will never die
Remember, I'll never leave you,
If you will only,
Remember me
Remember me...
Remember, I will still be here,
As long as you hold me,
In your memory
Remember,
When your dreams have ended,
Time can be transcended,
I live forever,
Remember me
Remember me,
Remember... me...
I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye
// 7:54 PM
bismillah ir rahman ir rahim
Insya-Allah coach will allow me to change to be an outfield player preferably a right winger and that I will get the job at cocoa trees at changi airport if not candy empire.
Amin
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// 4:30 AM
To stand by a word long forgotten and never withheld
honour.
I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye
Saturday, March 22, 2008 // 3:58 PM
just got back from parade training
THE FUN PART HAS JUST BEGUN. yupp. being the contingent commander and standing there for a loooong time in the parade ground under the hot sun. every second there was sure to be casualties everywhere EVEN AMONG THE CIs. wah lau ehhh....cannot liddat ah. i took charge of contingent 8 this time round. I seem to be switching all the time....cont 5,3,2,6 and now cont 8.
anyway...going for simei united training now. though im super tired ah. no choice.I STILL NEED WORK!
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Thursday, March 20, 2008 // 2:35 AM
What a world we live in.
Everyone seems to have forgotten so much about what was important to them.
I always find some things in my poly life so super-irritating or disliking.
But for me....the way forward is clear.
I have to make someone out for myself.
I have to fight
I know what I want.
NOW IS THE TIME.
I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 // 11:59 PM
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Monday, March 17, 2008 // 12:35 AM
YAY!
we made it to the FA cup 2nd round despite a 1-1 draw.Insya-Allah we'll make it through to jalan besar. Aidil scored for us. I didnt play but oh well...cant expect a new player to play immediately right?besides its been a long time since I played gk so i need to shake the rust off.
Next match will be against KWFC but its league match.lets hope we do get the points and dont get relegated to div8.we're 5th out 8 teams in div 7.teams that . killer whales FC at sports school and dat means artificial turf. dammit. Oh well....we'll see how yeah?
Ali is joining also. haha. confirm play striker sia dat guy.
ANYONE GOT JOBS FOR ME?!??!?!?!?!?!
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Saturday, March 15, 2008 // 11:20 PM
Bazaar at dunman was okok lah. maybe it felt different coz of the new surroundings. where the physics labs on the 1st floor used to be is now transformed into a freaking huge classroom.i mean like freaking huge lah. its like twice the size of the classroom in the old n new blocks. I miss old school dunman soo much especially the lab where I sat beside kai n made dat stupid stone cold joke.maybe not funny to you all but this is what happened anyway.
My partner in those days was mr kai. najib was botak at dat time i think.he n mel were sitting beside us on same table.we were supposed to be mixing the sulphur dioxide with dunno what ah.
kai: ehh...asal colour tak tukar2 dari tadi ah?
najib with his usual nonchalance n funny idiotic manner said 'kau kena letak darah kau kat dalam ah.baru dia tukar"
me: asal?stone cold said so?
there was this 2 second pause n then everyone starting laughing.good times good times!
so anyway...the stuff there was okay i guess. the choc fondue was the best. I wanted to try it out so bad but it was finished! Goddamit!
oh well...afterwards I went for soccer training. my so-called 1st ever 'contract signing'.
BUT
as goalkeeper.haha
ohhh ya
I just watched this tamil movie. the best ever. can rival with kal ho naa ho. its called Taare Zameen Par. I have the CD if anyone wanna watch.
so tmr 1st match.1st round FA cup match 2nd leg.we won the 1st one. If we win or draw,we're through to the next round. SUFC vs alliance FC at turf city. cant wait cant wait!
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Friday, March 14, 2008 // 1:45 AM
wah lau ehhhhh....i got switched with alfian to supporting contingent 2. why sia faizal wanna go n switch. tsk. Contingent 2 really cock up alot lah. duno what alfian n his kekasih have been doing since day 1. On the final run, michelle ask me to take her contingent 6 n I cocked up by letting them follow the flag party during march pass. ohhh man faizal was pissed off. haha. but how was I to know? I suddenly gotta take dat contingent at the very last min sia.
All in all its not so bad lah. I still get to march (hopefully). And being in contingent 2 commander's position is quite fun.you can see the whole stadium,GOH and flag party. better than those flag bearers at the back.
still, I wanna improve n hopefully get the chance to take the GOH for SYF'08.and then maybe become PC for NPAP 09 or 2010 or even 2011 if possible.
anyone wanna come to npcc annual parade 2008? sat 12 april.i think.haha
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008 // 1:28 AM
okok. so I got alot of angst. lets move on shall we?
sat fishing was a disaster.got sick in the morning n fishing sucked the whole day through coz all the uncles were already there taking all the days pickings! thousands of crabs n duris all snapped up by them. got no chance for me n regu sia. oh well...nvm. they came in the morning anyway. I ended up resting for hours under the pondok and was so sick i couldnt go to mbk's wedding in the afternoon. dammit.
anyway, I started training at simei united last week. so far so good. just waiting to push myself soon enough. pitch kinda sucks lah. my boots totally got no grip on the pitch. so objectives for dat day were done.
Im starting to love my free kicks man. really. I feel like im finally improving on it now.moving on from there....
Now all is said and done. All that's left is to wait and see. So i'm carefully growing up before the final moment. its either do or die.
I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye
Tuesday, March 4, 2008 // 12:37 AM
My Grand Ascension begins.!
ok here it goes. phew!
err...what to do ah? oh yaaa
what's done:
1) 1st action completed
2) AAR
3) consequence
4) 2nd action(?????????)
Things to do:
1) form best 14 and see what happens
2) complete profiling of everyone.* tough one*
3) start final research of reactions.
4) THE LAST ONE!!!!!
cant wait cant wait cant wait. ok must wait. and the best part? no one knows anything or anyone!
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Monday, March 3, 2008 // 3:14 AM
EUREKA!
Its happened as I anticipated. To whoever is reading this, you have no idea what I'm talking about.
ALL HAS HAPPENED AS I HAVE CALCULATED. Now all I need to do is be patient and wait till the time is right.
Here comes destiny!
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Saturday, March 1, 2008 // 8:14 PM
Im a patient man and proud of it. I always learn to respect people and proud of it. I can always learn to think 1st before following orders and do it willingly and if it seems wrong, I will know what to do. What Im most proud of is I can LISTEN to people and sympathize.
now?
FORGET IT AH! Give me plenty of reasons why I shouldnt
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