All is happening as it is. =)
To hell with what others would say about us.
I just wanted to say I love you.


I really do.
especially since you're red hot.



oh come on.

How can you not fall in love with this? oh btw, its a fishing rod if you were wondering. heh. WHICH MEANS SHE'S SLIM AND SEXY WITH CURVES! UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE! LOL!

yes. lets get married my dear shimano fireblood. =)

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SUFC vs East Avenue Fc. We lost 3-0. nothing much to say really. everyone actually played well with occasional hiccups. we could have prevented the first goal sia. the ball bounced over jenid. wtf. I played in the last 20 mins. replacing rizal. Those EAFC guys are fast lah. reminds me of madcats fc. oh well...2 more games left. raptors and central park.

oh ya. cantonment pitch is damn good. its gives off this pyschological feeling of a nice homely ground unlike turf city pitch 4 which totally sucks ass! ESPECIALLY IF IM PLAYING LEFT BACK!

Anyway, im gonna try asking if I can play as winger since aidil is injured.

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I just got nominated for Commissioner of Police commendation award and PC for speech day 2008.

Thanks Ms Si!

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If there's one thing Id like to see in this world,

its a side of those whom i know that ive never seen before. especially when it comes to her!

Saron today asked me who's the she???. and so did everyone else. amidst all that, I realised some people ask questions not for their own gossip but to understand things.such as how some people find it so easy to do things that others cant. or likewise to find a side of me they've never seen before. well well. Anyway, I realised alot of stuff that passed me by and so here they are.


Each is different from the other.


sometimes you got to run before you can walk
sometimes you got to whack the ball before you can pass
sometimes you got to starve before you can eat
sometimes you got to slack before you can study
sometimes you got to do it on your own before you ask for help
sometimes you got to sacrifice before you can gain
sometimes you got to suffer before you enjoy
sometimes you got to fear before you become brave
sometimes you got to listen to yourself before you listen to others
sometimes you got to eat scraps before you can shark fin soup
sometimes you got to sleep before you get tired
sometimes you got to hate life before you love life
sometimes you got to respect others before you be respected
sometimes you got to love before you are loved

All this can happen vice versa as well
except for one

sometimes you got to do something before its too late.

So from this moment on, to everyone,

When im talking, I dont want to talk to your face but to your heart.

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YOU HAVE FUCKING TENACITY BUT YOU DONT FUCKING USE IT!

Other people play like shit but you can run. so tmr go and ask coach on the position that you want to play. and tell the team on what you think!

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I seriously think im destined for a life of hardship.
When I go through something difficult, I feel like the king of the world.

BUT

when im slacking and nothing progresses
I feel as small as zeera.haha.sorry zeera.

Anyone kind enough to spare 10 dollars for 5b'06 class bbq?????? I NEED TO BOOK THE PIT ASAP!!

Leadership individual assignment proposal is done! whee. like finally. its gonna be a hell of a long day. Im in school now and i got maths2 test later at 12 and system concepts graded lab at 1pm. then after that its back to dunman to discuss the sec3s camp proposal.

speaking of proposals,

they sent us a proposal which was 92 pages long.

yup. 92 pages long. A 3d2n camp proposal which is 92 pages long.






ps: if you sensed the sarcasm and rage inside when I mentioned the ** page proposal, I love you. tell me your name and lets get married. =)

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on a lighter note, gonna go fishing tmr. one more chance to field test the STOLEN experiment. and this time, im not budging away from em.

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so we won 1-0 against royals fc today. im still pissed though. first half started off fine but got worse.



Jenid:firdaus, naik ah!
shahir:firdaus, stop! ikut line aku.
farhan:firdaus jgn naik lagi (while jenid still shouts for me to go up.)

siala, centre back aku suruh aku ikut line. gk suruh aku naik. abih depan aku kosong nak mampos. and they blamed me for being slow coz i keep letting the left wingers run. Zai himself told me b4 the game that their left winger is super fast. like 3 times faster than me lor!. and then i get 3 people in front of me while darren,my left winger pergi mana ntah. bagus.2 off line clearances in 2 straight matches and i still get shit while others are crap!

when it came to free kicks it was the same thing, jenid ask me to move here n there while everyone tell me to do something else. APE SIA

2nd half pon sama. khalid ask me to come back and watch the centre while jenid again told me to stay with the wall. dengar captain atau gk?mana satu? Seriously lah SUFC, we may have won but go and get your heads straight. Im still new and im following you guys on how to do things but 5 people shouting at me all at one time is not going to help at all. Everyone can say i did well or whatever but I know BETTER than that.

Went to play with the 5b guys at ssc. felt so much better after that. havent been keeping up with them for a loong time. so anyway, we're planning a bbq. to any of the 5b ppl reading this, bbq date is set on 14th June 2008 at pasir ris park.details will be out soon.

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2nd round ESPZEN FA CUP MATCH

SUFC vs Hibernians Social FC

oh we're so dead. if there's one thing worse than death besides not having sex(hehe you know im joking right?), its facing an ALL european-american-mak saleh team. but nvm, ive never played against mak salehs before so its a chance.

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Dawn breaks.

Whispering winds glide with an unseen grace in the air.Dew on grass.Cumulonimbus clouds.Stars fading. The first sound of chirping birds. An artist's vision of a perfect morning.The faintest ray of light pierces across the shore signifying a new day. The very same ray reflects itself on azure eyes. The very same ones that the world will come to remember.

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I hate dreams.
especially when you were part of it.

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The good things pass you by and before you know it, its too late.
What you missed out could be the best thing that ever happened.

How many times have people advised me on this and I didnt comprehend.

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7 straight hours of npcc. the school hall is finishing soon. pretty impressive. the court looks kinda small though and its unlike the design they put up in the atrium.

The main thing that has changed tremendously is

THE SCHOOL LOGO HAS CHANGED



AND

They took DILIGENCE out of the school's six D's. why siaa. we dont want dumb people leh.

school motto is now Dare to Achieve Your Dreams.haha
Who would have thought.

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DISCLAIMER: this is not emo entry. trust me. more of reflection.


Its in my nature that every night before i fall asleep, i look through the day's happenings and what I've achieved.Discontented almost 99.99% of the time. oh ya sure im learning alot in school everyday but there's the fine line of learning and achieving. Its almost as if im wasting away unlike the days of glory in npcc and NA.

Only on fishing days and saturdays do i truly achieve something although little. and that is completing some research work for the The FGs and training with SUFC.

SUFC training is hardly even training. just kick the ball around on the day BEFORE our matches. I get really frustrated,probably as much as faisal when we have so few players coming down.when we dont have enough,we revert to the same boring shit. practise corners, 3 on 3 and free kicks and penalties. nothing more.

Lets hope things pick up. We were seriously undermanned against Royals and I wasnt there bcoz of stuff at home.In a way I am responsible for not being there. But I will be this time at turf city( why the hell do we keep getting that fucked up place?)

On a lighter note, PSPS divergent thinking technique shit is done. If only there wasnt PSPS tmr, i could go for NPAP AAR. speaking of which, DRILL COM TRAINING IS COMING! YEAAAAH!.



Its nice to know where I stand
and that is upwind of you

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pissed off.waited for bus at 750 and reached school at 825. didnt go leadership tutorial.wouldnt matter if I did anyway.

Problem solving project at 4pm.freaking pissed off with this moron who does nothing but talk and finds problems to solutions with RIDICULOUS criticism.

fool.

yeah yeah he has good ideas and he tells me he took DNT. I cabut-ed before 6pm or I swear I would have killed him. suka hati dia lah. this subject isnt graded anyway.

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dilemmas really suck. because it shows one thing and that is indecisiveness.

So here goes,

I plan to balance out the football and athletics.
yupp, im returning to TP track and field. I didnt realise how much I miss the times there even though they're damn short.

However, coach put me in simei international and i got to come up with $150 by 31 May.
where am i gonna get that much money in this period of time? siao ah.
So I'm gonna try and give some damn excuse and stay in youth instead. which is the U-23 section. If he still persists, oh well nvm lor. Id just join them every saturday for training but not the league ah. easy enough? yeah right.

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To all who know what the hell im talking about,


Just when I think its over, its not.
Some matter just cropped up that requires my ABSOLUTELY un-divided attention.
so you can expect me not to come online anymore.

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Its hard to explain today's feelings.
I duno why but everyone's mood seemed lifted and so did mine.
Maybe it the girls coming down
or the change in location of playing soccer
or more people.

I duno.
but heck.
I enjoyed it and by the looks of it so did everyone else =)

So I dumped one test pot. two fisheads n roe. giving it at least 10 hours soaking time. lets hope no one stole it lah.

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so here we go

im dumping two of my test pots in the river in the morning and pulling them up in the evening to see how it goes.

my only worry is dat some fool might pull it up.

oh well

lets hope not.

Maybe I might change to one.

I'm gonna rig up the pot's entrance so that the bottom part of the entrance will make it harder to get out. (yeah you guessed it right. I still cant get over that monster I caught)

Anyway, I've shortlisted the places to take up my PPCDL.

1)Changi Sailing Club($200)*
2)Republic of Singapore Yacht Club($230)*
3)Singapore Powerboat Association($230)*

*not inclusive of theory and practical fee

Oh well..thats that.

As for the boat, I've only found one authorised dealer at the moment and thats the Outboard Motor Service company.OF COURSE IM THINKING OF BUYING THE BOAT NOW LAH BUT IM PLANNING AHEAD.

2902 Walkaround (my so-called loveboat).Someday that will be in place of those guys in the picture.haha

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"The love of my life is the rarest of all"

OI! HOLD THAT THOUGHT IN YOUR BRAIN FIRST. let me explain

1st of all, this IS a quote from me and not from shakespeare,charles dickens,JK Rowling,roald dahl,arthur conan doyle, fandi ahmad or whoever you think it might come from.

Anyway, I just truly realised what it meant. How many times in our lives does that one solitary person come by and change our lives?you know the answer.

Besides,there was always the saying. marry those whom you love to talk to.THAT is super true because communication and understanding is at its highest point there.

ok the question some people might ask is


Am I in love? HAHAAAAAAAA. What do you think?

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Take hold of destiny before it takes hold of you.

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye

hookay.

So there was 2 matches today but I played none of them.

The SUFC VS KWFC match was because we had tons of players who decided to come down ONLY on this match BECAUSE it was a so-called lousy team and AN ARTIFICIAL TURF. ccb.

The other one ST45 vs JC ppl was called off bcoz those morons pao-to. heh. to be honest i already had that feeling before I changed to my boots.

wasted time today.fucking wasted.

so anyway, ive had plan on what to do for the 2 weeks of holidays. Im gonna call off my days at SUFC for this season in order to save up money for the Power-pleasured Craft Driving License which is around 300 bucks. heh. If people were to ask me...

"you got license already?"
"Yah"
"car or bike?"
"Motorboat"

expected answers: WTH!,WTF! and HUH?

So anyway, dat license I will hope to attain before end of this month from August to october. 2 months should be more than enough eh? ( I seriously regretted not taking the PPCDL last year when NPCC HQ offered us the chance)

I'll have to rent the boat of course. I cant save up enough to buy one. probably be a few thousand bucks excluding compulsory equipment. A fishing boat of course.

Ive got the boat im already aiming for. the 2902 walkaround series. with shelter and passenger capacity of 6-8.

Thats that for the month of August to October.

As for June, I'll be focusing on the Drill Competition 2008. We achieved the Gold Unit for 2007.For 2008, it'll be retaining the Gold Award AND for the first time in Dmn NP history, To win the Drill Com Championship. Oh Hell yeah.

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Anyway,here are the long overdue npap08 photos

Before forming up, GOH BOYS


Contingent 6 without CC(Michelle)



Contingent 7 without CC(Wenbin)


Contingent 8 with CC(Jess)


Contingent 9 without CC(Alvin)


now with Alvin


Contingent 10 with CC(Derek)


GOH CC 1(Farith)


State,SPF and NPCC flags


GOH Flag Party


After formed up
GOH BOYS


GOH GIRLS


GOH Flags


Parade Commander NPAP 2008, Izwan


Post ceremony reception
Dunman np with OC,Ms Si


2 of the NCOs who brought back the Gold Unit Award. Samuel and Ryan.


Hard work paid off. Now lets hope it stays for another 5 years.


The Grand View. The beginning of a milestone in my life.NPAP 08

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Do you believe in signs?whatever. dont need to tell me your answer.haha

well i do. yesterday my elder bro bought a freshwater crab and put it in the tank. trouble was it kept attacking the other fish until it finally killed one which it ripped apart n gobbled on. heh. nice imagery.

anyway, i took it out n kept it in a separate container but the next day my mom found it on the floor and she thought it was a spider. HAHA. like those big,fat ones you see during kampung days. the crab went back into the container though.

I knew the freshwater crab was a sign for today's crabbing.


So i went to the beach club spot with Sean since Ben was sick and The Fishing Gods werent available. i got 2 other open traps to go with the cages.2 hours later Sean pulled up a monster(mud crab) in one of the cages. I swear to all of you that was the largest crab I have ever seen in my entire life!...bigger than those at the pasar or fishtank or inside your house ah. So anyway, while we pondering how we were gonna get it out, it crawled out like nothing. I dunno how the hell it did dat. Probably it was too fat and the lines got lowered under its weight. Tried the usual slipper method of holding it down but its FREAKING HUGE!... Ive been fishing for 5 years and ive never seen this shit in my life. AND ITS FUCKING VICIOUS!. GOD

So yah...with pincers at the ready, it scuttled away BACK INTO THE SEA despite being held down by the slipper.

I looked at Sean and we had the same words in mind.

WTF
WTF
WTF


oh well.


bad luck but trust me. its the first time in my LIFE im AFRAID of a crab.

There were two more times where it entered the open traps and it fell back into the water. but this time we didnt manage to bring it up. TOO HUGE.

Bloody fuck.

So pissed off.

Other than that it was uneventful other than that stinking,rotting fish which I cut apart to use as bait. hahaha.

too damn strong lah the smell.even the crabs didnt wanna go in for something dat big.

the worse part is


WE COULDNT EVEN GET A PICTURE OF THE CRAB.GODDAMIT!

oh oh. I GOT MY BUOYS AT LAST! WHEE!

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I'd probably be your only servant in this world

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