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Thursday, May 15, 2008 // 4:13 AM

DISCLAIMER: this is not emo entry. trust me. more of reflection.

Its in my nature that every night before i fall asleep, i look through the day's happenings and what I've achieved.Discontented almost 99.99% of the time. oh ya sure im learning alot in school everyday but there's the fine line of learning and achieving. Its almost as if im wasting away unlike the days of glory in npcc and NA.

Only on fishing days and saturdays do i truly achieve something although little. and that is completing some research work for the The FGs and training with SUFC.

SUFC training is hardly even training. just kick the ball around on the day BEFORE our matches. I get really frustrated,probably as much as faisal when we have so few players coming down.when we dont have enough,we revert to the same boring shit. practise corners, 3 on 3 and free kicks and penalties. nothing more.

Lets hope things pick up. We were seriously undermanned against Royals and I wasnt there bcoz of stuff at home.In a way I am responsible for not being there. But I will be this time at turf city( why the hell do we keep getting that fucked up place?)

On a lighter note, PSPS divergent thinking technique shit is done. If only there wasnt PSPS tmr, i could go for NPAP AAR. speaking of which, DRILL COM TRAINING IS COMING! YEAAAAH!.

Its nice to know where I stand
and that is upwind of you

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye