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Sunday, July 27, 2008 // 11:49 PM

speech day. I have never been more proud of my juniors in my entire life. =)
and a day full of sentimental feelings really.

so it was a first being a parade commander and i was shaking alot sia which was fucking irritating. heh. but all in all, im proud to have been there. its a position that not many people have experienced and its wonderful. so thats it...i was quivering with pride and honour. LOL.

i seem to have experienced a first for many things.

somehow it reminds me of all the times i had with my class.

from all those times we walk up the stage for prizes or performances
to the numerous bare-footed soccer games and boot lacing matches with at least a victory against every team.
to the sleeping in class, "having sex orgies" with the guys in the cosy corner, name calling
to the taiti games
to the rioting
to the "vibrator cum raping torture" of saufi
to the barbeques and outings
to the chair-throwing, punch and kick bashing of birthday boys
to the times the teachers get pissed off at us
to the times we struggle LIKE FUCK for all our subjects

heh. in fact i still remember EVERYONE'S register numbers and the numbers printed on EVERYONE'S jersey.

but dont fret.

"You are always who you have been thus you are never forgotten by anyone"
We'll meet again someday =)

I had this conversation with a taxi driver when I was rushing somewhere.

taxi driver: how old are you ar??
me: eighteen
taxi driver: HAHAHA. no really. whats your age?
me: eighteen.seriously. i still schooling.
taxi driver: HUH! WAH LAU EH! but you look so mature ( IN OTHER WORDS IM OLD LAH SIA!). I thought you already working and married.
me: nolah uncle.
taxi driver: no gf hah? guy like you confirm got alot of girl chase wan.
me: nolah uncle..if got alot of girl chase me...i confirm married already.

what he yelled next made me super shocked and amused.

"KANINA GO FIND GF LAH. Boy like you can confirm get. "

oh ya for the people who've been coming to my blog in secret just to find "something" ( sheesh) here's the so long awaited list BUT IM NEVER TELLING YOU THE VERY LAST ONE WHICH IS RIDICULOUS.

1) servant
2) covert
3) analyst
4) man o war (WTF?!)
5) steward (no. not the steward in an plane but as in a leader type)
6) politician
7) soldier
8) tactician

and I love this one the most. somehow it reminds me of that crazy mofo of a guitarist from System of a Down. He's still nuts btw.

9)DEVIL'S ADVOCATE

the moment I saw that, it made me realise how incredibly true it was.
There's thousands of alter-egos. trust me when I say that.

I daresay I have broken away from archetypes, causal reinforcing and balancing loops which generally seem to work in most situations. however, there's plenty of times when I realise a very dangerous effect that will take place due to that kind of thinking. oh no its nothing life threatening i think but very very intriguing indeed.

like for example...
1) to break spirit is to truly cripple
2) An agenda with increased confusion is thy most lethal weapon

dont understand? for your own good, dont bother.
For those of you who do...read on

Dont emulate someone's values because there will always be one who's bound not to have the same. Instead, look at the traits. traits will always remain THUS explaining the alter ego of your own nature. so simple yet so undeniably well hidden and elusive.

ok now back to work. this is the longest entry ever.
IF you read in between the lines and managed to link everything together, I only have to say

Welcome to my real life and let the fun begin.

"you're elusive" really but nonetheless..I still

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye