Because I am the orbiting moon
You will always remain as Earth
Friday, September 26, 2008 // 2:42 AM

photo-deprived blog. so I'll do the opposite today.hahaha.


here's some overdue-ed STC photos


Group CIs. heh.
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and again
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Me and Eileen jumping! she jumped higher than me!

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When you're bored watching cadets eating,

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After Campfire. Area8 and External CIs and HOs

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and again

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Here's the photos from today's fishing trip to changi with The Fishing Gods. I GOT AN OCTOPUS! WOOOHOOO!

HELL-O


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Thats Siong

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Thats Regu
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GARY! WHERE'S THE 20 BUCKS FOR ME AND EILEEN???

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couldnt find individual photos for jiajun, farhi, ridhwan and jiajun's friend. forgot his name!

the live bait. prawns!


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THE OCTOPUS!

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I'll upload the video about the octopus later once I find out whats wrong with it





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Tuesday, September 23, 2008 // 1:54 AM

WHY DIDNT I THINK OF THIS EARLIER? HAHAHA!!

gosh. to think the solution to the business funding problem was right under my nose all along. TP has the Entrepreneurial Talent Development Fund.

go read it more on TP website but its the PERFECT idea and it has the SPRING scheme Mr Zul was talking about.

A BREAKTHROUGH AT LAST! WOOHOO!

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Monday, September 22, 2008 // 11:46 PM

I knew this was gonna happen.

Aspect Security Management screwed up the WSQ-Enhanced Basic Security Course at the Royal Training Academy. which means.....


No F1 job liao. vamooos!

but there's a few more openings from what my brother told me.

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// 2:05 AM

All good things come to an end and in the end all things come good.

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye

// 1:04 AM

just keep swimming just keep swimming!

what do we do?

we swim, swim , swim!

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye

Saturday, September 20, 2008 // 6:43 PM

the course starts on monday but the director still cant confirm if I'm applicable for the career link subsidy or not.

I better be. the whole course is 550 bucks excluding assessment fees!
so anyway, I gotta go for the Enhanced Basic Security Course at the Royal Training Academy for the whole of next week. just in time for the F1 Nightrace.

better not screw this up.

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Thursday, September 18, 2008 // 5:10 PM

WOOHOO! I got the F1 security officer opening.

now all I have to do is just pass the course and I'm good to go. 2nd interview was today at 11am but I came at 1130 sia. haha. didnt matter anyway.

suddenly job offers are coming in. wonder why

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008 // 11:19 PM

we were tragically mistaken.

79/100.

That's a bronze for our UOPA. today was more emotionally draining for everyone. I calculated the UOPA scores last night and re-calculated 3 times. still 79/100.

I will never let this come to pass. never.
if this means drastic measures, so be it.



even if everyone hates us for it, there's no other choice. 3 people started crying their hearts out and almost all the muslims broke fast b4 buka-time today. yet amidst all that... what's the price to pay?

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye

// 12:00 AM

I'm not good at this but we're away from the best thing that could ever happen.


I'm not going to say it at all. because I've seen what will happen and I wont allow it for your sake. It's all cliche but things have always been that way. someday you'll understand. you'll hate all this



but trust me. its for the best. if you want to know, you dont get it at all. you never do

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Sunday, September 14, 2008 // 3:13 AM

there's never been a more fulfilling day than today.

promo test for the sec2s in the morning and then area8 dinner.
=)

I'll grab the pics later from susu.
anyway,
I shouldnt have calculated the score. its backfired on myself and now demoralised. oh well,

just keep swimming.
there's still 3 more months before the end of the year.
I've never failed yet. and I dont intend to let it happen.

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Friday, September 12, 2008 // 11:28 PM

NEW COM! WOOHOO!

just need to get used to windows vista. all thanks to my brother.

Now going into NP OVERDRIVE MODE as I call it.

so anyway, there was shooting earlier on. my sec2s better damn well improve by next yr. only 6 ppl can get marksmanship sia.

shot a 70/80 with the .22 revolver. the cylinder has been modified to fit 8 bullets instead of the usual 6

hoping to aim well for next year's shooting com.
got plenty to look forward to tmr. area8 dinner, promotion test and

UOPA CALCULATING!
we got to take matters into our own hands already. cant wait for the TOs liao



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you dont get it at all

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// 8:11 PM

ok. I stare at guys more than I do for girls but today totally changed that.

Took bus 28 to go back to dunman. and at the 3rd stop, there was this REALLY damn chio girl who got on. I've never really bothered THAT much about girls. but seriously the whole bus was full of guys at that time and all of them were gaping at her all the time.

WHOA WAIT. HOLD THAT THOUGHT
I wasnt horny. trust me. I think if any girl saw her, they'd be damn jealous. no joke.

and somehow the whole bus atmosphere changed when she got on. almost surreal sia.

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// 4:10 AM

FINALLY THAT LONG STANDING ISSUE IS OVER! and to think it was done at 345am!

The feeling of being set free is wonderful. I'm back to normal! ( for some of you, there's no such thing as normal for me because my normalcy is as good as crazy) and finally able to do the things which matters most.

Area 8 dinner on saturday. woohoo! cant wait cant wait. oh ya, apparently the name FIFI has spread to the TEACHER OFFICERS ALSO. #$^%@!

If you're reading this whoever you are, dont you dare call me by that name above.
I'll hunt you down and break your neck if you do.

.22 classification shoot later!. whee! been ages since I fired a live bullet.

and to my dear md, I didnt forget your bdae tau. I bought your present 2 days before and I was already planning whether I'm gonna punch you or kiss you for your bash. But I've decided its a punch coz you'll run if I tried smooching all over you. HAAHAAHA

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008 // 4:40 PM

RESULTS!!


principles of economics B+ ( WTF!)
Emaths2 C+
Computer programming B+ (WTF!)
System Concepts B
Quantitative Methods C
Leadership B
Problem solving P ( that's the highest grade for this subject. not I did badly hor)

GPA: 3.04 (this semester)
GPA: 2.17 (last semester)
Current GPA: 2.54

well well, I'm definitely dissappointed with comprog and pecon. could have gotten an A but oh well, I was at the edge of A for pecon tutorials and I did mess up comprog lab sessions.

But I'm damn grateful for Emaths, leadership and system concepts. didnt think I'd get THAT far. haha.

Qmethod was a bit wasteful coz of the 2nd graded lab where I got 11.5/50 HAHAHA!
But it worked out well enough lah.

Alhamdullilah!
I wonder how PSPS is counted into our GPA if its not a graded subject?

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Tuesday, September 9, 2008 // 4:56 PM

Remember when I said things were always gonna get worse before they got better?
We're better off this way for now. till the time is right.

trust me. I wont forget. I never will
because I love you
and that's all there is

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Monday, September 8, 2008 // 10:42 PM

NOW THAT'S THE SPIRIT! =)

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Sunday, September 7, 2008 // 6:47 PM

today's newspaper just spoilt alot of things.

go see the lifestyle section. bread industry is on the rise!

both good and bad. good we might be entering a rather lucrative area of entrepreneurship. bad because that'll mean more competitors! *$&@#!

nvm nvm. at least

I FOUND A PRIME SPOT TO START OUT!

and that place is


BUGIS! somewhere near to Sim Lim Square and its damn crowded during peak hours.

lets just hope the amendment is passed faster into parliament and more people join us. coz that place is gonna get rented out very soon!

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Saturday, September 6, 2008 // 11:43 PM

You've given me the guidance and help when I needed it the most
Now all I ask is for those around me to receive it tenfold.
let their losses become a means for salvation
and may they be recompensed for all they've given.


I am the orbiting moon and the earth signifies the people in my life.

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye

// 10:17 PM

A wonderful dream last night. everything seem to fit in and seem so perfect. like almost nothing could go wrong. and today's the beginning. everyone was so damn happy and amidst all that, we wouldnt care if it was the end of the world. then I realised,

its the same vision that I had all along even when I thought it was gone. wonderful.

so anyway,
Area8 activity has kinda stepped up alot.

1) amazing race
2) dinner. not considered as buka puasa coz got non muslims
3) chalet
4) games day
5) JALAN RAYA with non-muslims also lah.

and God knows how much more.hahaha
besides that, Ive applied for a security job at the incoming F1 night race on the 26-28 sept. monday going for the interview. not bad leh the job. $10 per hour and can work for 14 hours per day. Insya-Allah I'll get it.

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye

Friday, September 5, 2008 // 3:13 PM

just remembered something.. I saw the 2902 WALKAROUND series off ubin jetty and the guys were fishing! #*@&!^#. I keep telling myself I'll be doing the same thing in a few years time. soon soon soon. anyway pictures... they're all over the place lah. lazy to put them chronologically.



JETTY JUMP!

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SEC 3's

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Morning of the 2nd day. me and Nurul masak-ing. heh. like real. she's the one who came up with that NAME that almost the WHOLE area knows by now.

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Mock campfire prep. Sec2 and Sec3 site CIs combined.

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breakfast on the 2nd morning. the ONLY meal that tasted nice. HAHA. poor Mahir


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Mahir aka Chef Bob's ass.

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the whole area8 NCOs. excluding coral and loyang.


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when the lights went off during the mock campfire prep.

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boss' CI notebook. till your head to the right and read

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cookie monster and bentan(?) debriefing on the first night with saiful, suhaily and ashima.

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CI debrief. Ilyas, kuku and Nas, two of our external CIs

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Chef BOB, Boss, ZQ (hiding) and Zul

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got my pants up just in time -.-"

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CAMPFIRE CAMPFIRE CAMPFIRE!

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Sec2s and 3s.

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With TOs and OC. see the surgical glove on my hand?

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and here's a photo to get you screaming/barfing or whatever.
quoting girls term for a photo



"UNGLAM!"




YOU WANNA MARRY ME?
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Thursday, September 4, 2008 // 1:59 PM

tired of being an empty shell. its been like this for years!

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008 // 12:26 PM

hookay. so from exams to Survival Training Camp to fasting month all back to back. I love it!

so exams...HAHA. lets just say I'll wait for the results and then we'll talk about it.
oh ya, any TP students reading this, go apply to receive ur exam results via sms by 7 sept.

Survival Training Camp. A first time being a Group Instructor for group 3 aka COOKIE MONSTER (coz the camp theme was cartoons) and external cadet inspectors present. all went well despite the fact there was something missing from the camp and a bunch of rather pampered and lousy cadets. the thing about them now is they dont even know how to mop or sweep the floor. how on earth they do spring cleaning I dunno. and there was this guy with one damn funny injury. he slipped on a small slope while carrying the camp ration and it landed on his leg. liddat already must see medic! -.-"

Officers' food was cooked by Mahir. haha. plenty of comments about your food sia. spaghetti tasted like rubber band...the nasi was so keras that it hurt our throats but at least the breakfast was good. heh. I miss the camp rations already. sounds weird kan? but somehow I'd prefer camp rations to fancy food. maybe its because it'll make me appreciate good food. especially the apricot energy bars.

heh. I feel I'm more suited to camp life. really. I suppose thats why alot of ppl say I should join and sign up in the army.

Oh and for some reason, ants keep crawling up my leg! all the time sia! and even on my shirt!. and its those BH ants. you pluck them but the head still remains stuck to ur leg! on the 2nd night, hui xian and nurul were already plucking them from behind me as I was talking to the camp coord and medics. *$&#^%@!

since its a first time for stc, it's been wonderful. new activities like the tunnel and jetty jump especially. you jump frm the jetty into the water. and the jetty is quite high up. power power! reminds me of the old bridge jumping times into sungai api2 over the years. nostalgia!
primitive fire starting is interesting also. too bad I didnt have the chance to go with Cookie Monster.

halfway in the morning, the water ran out and the funny part was, MAHIR WAS HALFWAY BATHING WITH SOAP ALL OVER HIS BODY! HAHAHA! so he had to go out of the toilet and use the sink. drop by drop sia we bathe. when they say survival training camp, they really mean survival training camp. haha

ah campfire campfire campfire!.. the most wonderful thing really. Cookie Monster won best performance! and its all so wonderful. I wont say much here because I'll keep on digressing.

but the last day was really jialat lah. that NAME kept spreading around me till even the teacher officers know about it! *$&@^!

I nearly lost my wallet in the toilet back at changi jetty. the uncle in charge of the toilet found my wallet but all the money was gone. typical. everyone thought it was the uncle who might have taken it but heck lah. around 5 bucks in there and if he did take it, he'll know what will come soon after.

STC really rekindled the np fire and I daresay, it'll go on for long. =)

I'll upload the photos on this picture-starved blog very soon once I get them from both the external and area CIs.

CIs! if there's any ATC requesting for CIs, call me call me!

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008 // 8:01 PM

All I know is things have to get worse before they can get better.
but for you, I'd do anything.really

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye

In the words of another
If we were all the kings and queens
I'd probably be your only servant in this world

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