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Saturday, December 6, 2008 // 9:53 PM

Unlike my previous posts, this one is full of detail. I'm painfully aware of the circumstances and the ramifications later on.

I've been in this npcc unit for 7 years and now going on the 8th year.
I've been guilty of pure dishonesty back then as a cadet and this conviction is one of the main reasons why I return as a CI.
I dont want the cadets to turn out like me.
I still have plenty of repayment and knowledge to give to this unit.
My job as a CI apart from teaching drills,campcraft and whatnots is to instill the core values. I truly take the mission and vision to heart.
I swore to myself that I'll do absolutely anything in my power to help my cadets.

Lets be very clear on that.

I've always been very happy with the empowerment and trust that the TOs and Ms Si have given me. It has always kept me going and doing whats right even though everyone else will hate me for it.

But just recently, some things have come to light.

Dishonesty. and the disappointment is just undefined. worse than a heartbreak because I swore to myself I'd do anything in my power to prevent this from happening.

And now it happened right under my own nose. You could argue that I was guilty of dishonesty back then and that I have no right to do anything about it.

But the very least I can do is prevent this from happening anymore.
It's time to plug the gaps and I'll be damned if I ever let this get out of hand.

on a lighter note,

Thank you, Hazirah =)
I'll remember!

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye