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Sunday, November 1, 2009 // 12:20 AM

Today, unlike any other day, we went exploring...into the slums. I thought I'd seen what the slums were like in Hanoi during my forages for an english newspaper (heh) but I was wrong. From the night market at north Hanoi, we decided to walk further east to see the Red River before the night ended.

Along the way I saw what was enough to make me feel ashamed of myself. Living quarters similar to those in pre-war Singapore, poor architecture and plenty of makeshift buildings with poor hygiene and hardly any access to clean water (Unlike in Singapore, you cant drink from the taps in Vietnam). But there's no sympathy for the locals because they have their own pride and that sets them apart from anyone else. People always say that the Hanoians are used to struggles and a life of hardship and its underrated.

That's all true but even the children here have taught me a lesson before.

I think I finally understand the true meaning of humility. The true meaning of appreciation. The real feeling of having so many wonderful God-given gifts but not realising its worth until you look back. heh. Its even worse when it comes to teaching. I still remember what one of the "teachers" said to me..

"We're here to prepare these students for scholarships but with the knowledge that we have, we're hardly giving them the proper education that they've paid for"

Guess there's alot of self reflection to do. There's no room for big headedness because there's alot more to learn. Its not a damn holiday or a field trip.

I'll be back when you call me; no need to say goodbye