You wait your whole life for the dust to settle and then you realise,

the dust is your life.

If that weird, unbearable feeling of delight comes by, you take hold of what you can and grab on to it.

Because its here and then...

Thank God for all that He has given me. Though sometimes people believe that the Taketh is disproportionate to the Giveth. Nonetheless, I am grateful.

A freedom that only God can grant.

A freedom that I thought I never had. Though there are many things in this world that may bind me down, the HMS (Heart, Mind and Soul) was free. How ironic that we are the prisoners of our own cells with the door wide open. This new glimpse of life came to me when I was in Vietnam. Ahh my friends...the feeling there was unbelievable. For the first time within months, I gained weight quickly and even started to grow more TEMBAM. TEMBAM of all things!.

Since then, I've tried to re-live my life in sg in that same image by adjusting perception and changing lifestyle. It took quite a while since adaptability isn't one of my strengths. But it was making progress especially since the same light headed feeling and illness came back. The same things that happened when adjusting to life in Hanoi.

At the same time, I wonder if all this will boil down to one inexplicable moment that will twist my life even further. Who knows? God knows.